|
|
|
Janette. 20. A-Tex. Momentarily unemployed and single. Tattoos
and a few piercings. Likes
Music and live shows. Favorite bands are Rush and Opeth. Short
and green-eyed. Working towards attending school in the
spring. Hates being broke. Is a boring Libertarian. Loves
porn. Lives for love.
Click here for more! |
| |
|
|
|
Painted-strange.net name bought from 1&1.com. Hosted on
Zimmers.net for free. Image inspired by Opeth. Edited with Photo
Shop 7. Brushes are from various sources. I'm not a camgirl
and thats mostly because I don't have a decent camera. Sorry. |
| |
|
Better sites than this one |
|
|
tongue-tied
bomb girleyes suchadork sacred
kissable Undi3s Tally Hall! ohromance |
|
|
|
|
geddyleesex@hotmail.com
geddyleesex
/Geddyleesex
|
|
|
|
|
|
BLOG;
INFREQUENT AND RANDOM
BULLSHIT |
7.12.2005
5:22 AM
I'm going to marry Richard Sandrak when I grow up.
I want a boyfriend. I don't enjoy being single one bit. I know, everyone is telling me "It's better to focus on going to school and working on yourself, and bler bler bler" and I understand what they're telling me. I just like having someone there to share that with. I'm okay being alone, I'm just not as happy or fulfilled as I could be. To me there is no such thing as not having time for a relationship, just bullshit excuses. It's only been a month, and I haven't been entirely alone, I just don't feel as happy as I could feel. And it really hurts that I don't feel good enough to be wanted for more than just sex. It's depressing. I want to be loved again and I want to love someone again. Just thinking about this makes me depressed. The kind of depressed that makes me sick to my stomach. Plus I have a killer headache and I am tired since it's 5:30 in the morning. I haven't been sleeping well for shit.
I got a new tire today. I might go see Hojo's band on Wednesday, but in all likelyhood I'll just stay home and be by myself. Opeth is this weekend and I've decided that at the end of next month or the beginning of September I'll be taking my equivalency test. I'm scared. I feel like there is so much for me to learn, way too much to fit into a month and a half. Vance has been helping me with my math, and I am grateful, but it's just so overwhelming.
I need to get some sleep. I have another day full of nothingness to look forward to tomorrow. I need to get a job or something. Find something to do to occupy my time besides sitting around my room.
Anyway, goodnight monkeys.
One last thing. Really, that Richard Sandrak thing is a joke. He frightens me. No 13 year old should look like that. It's gross.
posted by Janette
| MySpace, fool!
|
|
|
