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Janette. 20. A-Tex. Momentarily unemployed and single. Tattoos
and a few piercings. Likes
Music and live shows. Favorite bands are Rush and Opeth. Short
and green-eyed. Working towards attending school in the
spring. Hates being broke. Is a boring Libertarian. Loves
porn. Lives for love.
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Painted-strange.net name bought from 1&1.com. Hosted on
Zimmers.net for free. Image inspired by Opeth. Edited with Photo
Shop 7. Brushes are from various sources. I'm not a camgirl
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5.04.2005
1:31 PM
I went to the doctor today for my panic attacks. Dr. Hardy is nothing short of an angel. Sure, she's going to try and put me on anti-depressants, but she also put my on Xanax. Thats going to help when I start freaking out at work during my shifts. She also reffered me to a coucelling service in Austin for Jewish people. Okay, so its not really just for jews, but I like that its called "Jewish Family Services".
I'm scared of anti-depressants. I remember very vaguely being 14 and taking various meds for my depression and only getting bad headaches. I saw that therapy helped me with my problems better than meds, but with no insurance therapy can be ridiculous. Then there are the experiences of my friends who describe it as being "numbing". You turn into a zombie that is unable to feel anything. And Jason just had to put it to my attention that is does tend to kill your libido. That is actually something that at this point in my romantic life I can use. I enjoy what my libido has been doing lately.
I expressed my relationship fears to Jason last night. I hope I didnt freak him out too much. I think I was just tired and anxious. I saved it by telling him I want to live and love everyday like its going to be my last and not worry about fate. I've had too much on my mind lately. I need to chill, take a vacation. I get a "vacation" at the end of the month when I QUIT PAPA JOHNS! Yeah, I'm taking time off so I can take care of school. So long suckas...
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