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Janette. 20. A-Tex. Momentarily unemployed and single. Tattoos
and a few piercings. Likes
Music and live shows. Favorite bands are Rush and Opeth. Short
and green-eyed. Working towards attending school in the
spring. Hates being broke. Is a boring Libertarian. Loves
porn. Lives for love.
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Painted-strange.net name bought from 1&1.com. Hosted on
Zimmers.net for free. Image inspired by Opeth. Edited with Photo
Shop 7. Brushes are from various sources. I'm not a camgirl
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3.25.2005
12:10 AM
I finally completed the new layout and got it uploaded. I had a bitch of a time getting the new layout to finally appear when you went to the site. It worked in IE, but I can't use IE. Anyway. Really, this is nothing special. I'll try and add content and what have you. Like activate the links in the corner of the page.
So after just a short time of feeling sorry for myself I landed a phone number. Just a phone number. I haven't been single in so long, I'm not entirely sure what to do with it. It's so weird not being Josh's girlfriend anymore. I'm sitting here at 12 am wondering where he is, anxious for him to get home, even though all the while I am thinking "Janette, he's not your boyfriend anymore, why do you care?". Habit, I suppose? I don't think I will ever get over loving him. I didn't break up with him because I hate him. I thought that we would gain necessary indepence if we were apart. Now we can focus on getting on our own feet, getting our own places. I have been over the past year so dependent on him. My entire happiness depended on whether we were getting married. Then that was taken away, so I began to see the big distorted picture. It's not like I don't have hope for the future. Marriage and babies is for grown ups. We are soooo far from grown ups. I still love him so much though.
It kinda goes without saying that I am not looking for another long-term relationship. I just want to get laid. Get some experience under the belt. Yes, mom. I will use protection.
I must hit the hay. I have to open the store at 9 in the morning. It's going to suck. Tomorrow being Good Friday and all, we'll likely get a lot of prank calls from the little shits that should be locked up in the oven on their off days.
posted by Janette
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